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Was copying something, and i dono what is the problem..
the copying process is so damn slow!!!!
im starving right now!! hahaa..
i felt a bit lazy to update this blog though there is a lot of thinking running inside my mind..
i just .. lazy wan to turn it over into words!! hahaz..
so let it keep in my brain, but then i will forget them sometimes,
aiyooo.. the storage has limited place larr. haha..
but sometimes i felt human is funny to be obsreved with, when u can expand your imagination and reveal what is their thinking, it is so much fun!!
yet, there is a risk, the more u know, the more u hate human being.. haha..
it is true~~

Arrrrrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhhhh

TIRED!!!
im tired...
coming back from sunway at 1130 pm,
taken dinner at little italianeese, my god,
it is really expensive, for me who does not know how to appreciate italy food.
yet we had a great time!!
know many new friends, sometimes mix with different race can be fun as well, i think..
except the language barriers we have, but atleast, they arent so troublesome and tricky,
everything is just simply about FRIENDS!!
how long ever since i have this kind of feeling again..
bowling, i joined MAPCU bowling tournament, well it is not that formal kind of competition, but it is quite competitive as well..
two day continuously i went for bowling and need to deal with the stupid assignments as well as text production.. sigh!! never ever feel my time is so pack!!!!!!
it is nice .. but so tiring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i need to sleeeeppppppppppppp

happy birthday to myself...

errr...

hmm.. long time din update my this pity blog edi..
suppose it is on daily basis, but now, seemed to be on weekly basis,
i apologised for my laziness... aiyooorr.. busy bar!! hahaa....
this week is a special one, and im waiting for the coming weekend,
but the weird thing is that, prior to it, i feel kinda excited, yet now i feel a bit indifferent..
feel like just staying at home and do homework..
yeah, u din see anythg wrong, im saying i wan to do homework~
actually plan to go out for a great celebration ever after since this is the 1st time i celebrate alone, outside my sweet home...
but then the mood just gone like that..
sigh, WOMAN IS REALLY EXPERT IN EMOTIONAL FLUCTUATION..
never doubt with this fact.
hahaha...
after this relaxing week, nex week gonna be a crazy week,
account common test, text production, presentations , and my cpt ....everything and everything is going to crowded in a week~!!!! my god....
nightmare is going to start!!!!!!!!!
haih, i have a lot and alot to tell.. but then, wait until i have freer time larr. hahaa..

OMG!!

i find myself are not being very productive over the weekend,
i feel kinda upset with it.
OMG..how to be productive??
i havent finish my text production..
omg..omg..omg..
help~!!!!

错

原来，心痛是这样的感觉，
好久不见了，忙碌的生活麻痹了我的感觉，
还以为是自己放下了，还以为是自己想通了，
原来，原来原来，一切都不是，
只是把最深的痛和伤害放在心里的最深处，
放在一个自认安全的地方，一个生人莫近的地方，
但是，还是不小心让你闯进来了，原以为你会是那个帮我把伤口复原的那个人，
怎知，你把我伤得更深，你撩开我已结疤的伤口，让我再次承受不能呼吸的痛，
让我在尝失眠的苦，你好残忍。
但是，一切都是我的错，你说我错，对，我错了，错在不该爱上你。

爱哭

If I had the letters 'HRT'
I can add 'EA' to get a 'HEART'or a 'U' to get 'HURT'
But I'd rather get 'HURT'than to get a 'HEART' without 'U'.

从另一个部落格偷回来的，
非常特别，让我非常喜欢．

我原以为，我已经失去了哭泣的能力，
但是，今天让我发觉到，我还是蛮会哭的，呵～
泪水，哗啦啦的落下，要止也止不了，好狼狈哦。
心，充斥着无奈感，和无助，因为，我已经失去了方向，
不懂要往哪个方向走，曾经以为的，原来并不是自己脑海里所想的。
我的梦想，瞬间破灭。

终于...

泪水，终于从泛红的眼眶落下了，
到底是为了什么原因？
感动？抑或是，发泄心情？
一颗颗的泪珠，晶莹剔透的从脸颊滑落，
落到粉红熊熊身上。。。

迷惘

心情有点复杂，
心中总感觉有块大石头压着，透不过气来，
好想大喊！好想大哭一场！ 好想尽情的发泄！好想疯狂血拼,用物质上的欲望来满足自己！
我想，过自己想过的日子，
我不想，再压揄自己来满足别人。
我开始慌了，我开始乱了，到底我的选择是对的吗？ 这是我要的生活吗？
或许我不应该再问这愚蠢的问题了，因为选择已做，我没有选择的余地了，
我只能向前走，不停的走啊，走啊。
迷惘哦~