IM MOODY RIGHT NOW..
I WANT TO SCREAM..
I FELT IM SO IMBALANCE NOW!!!!!
I NEED TO FIND WAY TO EXPRESS MY FEELINGSSSSS!!!!!!
ARGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

possibilities

it had been a week since i came here..

a place named melbourne..

thanks to my friend,who also come from malaysia, 

they let me feel like im back to msia!! 

therefore, i don feel that weird and isolated in this land...

instead, i have a home feeling by being with them..

however, the saddest part is tat they are not at the same school with me,

which means my happy hour is going to end once we start school..

OMG.. uni life? full with imagination and expectation.. that will be wild, fun, and busy

how am i going to adapt with that kind of life..

When u are staying outside alone, then only you will start to appreciate everything in home.

when u are overwhelmed by assignments, u will be glad that there is someone to cook for u, wash laundry and toilet..

but now, u have your own freedom, at the expense of all the luxury u enjoy at home..

i wanted to be a home crabby, totally wrapped myself in my own world, the one im used to..

the irony is the world never allow such people to survive, once i become like tat , i will be eliminated from the world, because they are seeking for someone who is constantly seeking for improvement instead of someone who prefer to stay in comfort..

so comflict!! i need to go social around and know many new friends, for some this is something to be glad with, and i admit that as well, but it is seem to be so hard for me to know someone who is not even bother to know my name.. 

they love partying, but im not.. 

i don love cocktail and socialising with all the people i dono..

i love gathering with some closed friends that i know..

im shy, im not sporting either outgoing..

i will learn, because someone said, let go the old self that u used to be so that u may transfer to become the true self of u..

maybe there is just another possibilities for me to transform to become another person.. a better person..

flying

Finally i m going to leave home and further my study at another totally stranger place.
Australia is a place that i never been there before.
Well, a little bit nervous and also a little bit worry, plus a little bit excited(i guess)
Reading some of my friend's blog, they are actually already departed to the place, i wished them luck..
How will my journey be?
After so many things happen, i understand that there is no certainties in everything..
Something may seem to be fated, but changes may still happen in between..
means, there will be a lot of possibilities to happen..
It may seem to be a two person journey, but who knows it can happen to be a solo journey as well..
Valentine is coming,this year im going to celebrate it on plane,
another totally new experience for me!!!!i'm heading to a new destination..
What will happen???
i have packed some of my baggage, i found out myself everything also want to bring over there! urgh.. hate myself, and this will cause my baggage exceed the weight allowance given hahaha
Learn to have less expectation, the life will be happier.
i think this is so true.