Tuesday Blue

i dono why, everytime come to tuesday,
i feel some sort of insecureness...
i need lots and lots of care and love right now..
arrrhhhh~~

1st day of suffering

Today is my first day of university...
Lecture start at 2pm, so i still able to sleep like a baby in the morning, without worrying about anything else..
Somemore, the lecture today is Research and Writing..
which is not so much about law..
who knows, it is totally out of expectation, this course is designed to teach u about how to become a GOOD lawyer..
and the lecturer emphasizing that law field is kinda competitive..
well well well, i know that since the first day i step into law school..
none of them look friendly to me, instead they are passing me a message that we can never be friends, but competitors..
we are fighting over a limited space..
sobs.. and all the quality mentioned, i don think i have one..
but what is my own attributes then?
and hor, the 1st day of uni, the 1st lecture,
u know what the hell the lecturer ask us to do?
write an essay entitle "does the law meeting the community's expectation?" at a length of approx 250 words... wtf..
after about one month of stop writing, i need to write an essay in 15 mins time???
arghhh.. it kills me!! but then just simply write la since it is not in assessment..
going back to uni, sometimes seem to be exciting, yet it can be stressful~
dono why, since school start, i felt hungry very fast and sleepy...
is this so called start-school-symptom? haha.!

burfday~

today is my special day..
the day i born!
which means im turning into 20th by today..
bye bye to my 10th life...
我不想长大~
but no matter how reluctant is me, it is just a fact. haha..
and like what adidah told me,
age is just a number, nvm~! (acting very 潇洒)
the day of this year,
seem to be very usual,
hang out with lum and jocelyn at city..
went for a walk and shopping..
no special event..
yet, still feeel so warm with their companion,
together with lots and lots of birthday wishes,
start from phone sms, to phone call then facebook wishes!!
not much present received though..
but thanks to joyce for her perfume, really sweet~
then aso jiamin, jiawen, maggie and more for the unexpected birthday song far from adelaide!!!
it is really touching... oh my dear old housemate with an unexpected MAGIIE!! haha...
thanks thanks thanksss..
world cant describe how grateful is my feeling now..
maybe the most sincere wishes is the most precious thing afterall....
my birthday is going to end.... sigh~