终于，放假咯！
这是温习的好时机，
也是休息的好日子，
但是，明显的，
我并没有好好利用时间，
反而陷入深不见底的无底洞，
那就是，我又重新迷上了言情小说...
没什么不好，至少时间打发的快，
不知不觉，一天又过了，
不用整天想着出街，然后受不住诱惑，
钱像开水龙头般的流...
但是，阅读那一幕幕浪漫的爱情情节，
真的让我有几分奢想，
妄想回到过去那单纯的想法，
那种期待爱情降临，和告白时那阵阵心跳和脸红的感觉
老实说，现在也没什么不好吧！
感情满稳定的..除了一些必有的争执之外（通常都是月事作怪）
如果要求的是那平凡，细水长流的爱情，应该满足了
最怕是内心还不想定下来~

a shit post

well, i actually plan to move out from my current house
and stay together with closer friends..
imagine a small house, with some really 'kap' fella,
hanging over the house, how sweet is it right.
the house now, make me feel like a student hostel. haha..
sometimes there will be warden come in and check on u,
then alot of diff ppl staying with u,
fyi, there is two new indian girls moving in..
their indian ascent really strong.. =S
already tak faham australian ascent/english,
now add on with indian english some more,
it just make me feel uneasy.. better i shut my mouth...
so, i actually put my thought into action,
and go on to search for a suitable house,
then i actually saw one,
and after so many hassle procedure(cos i apply thru agent),
we GOT the house, what an exciting news right..
was waiting to the day we move in actually..
sadly, this is only the beginning and the story goes on..
we eventually found that house isnt gas cooking(as opposed to what it advertised), instead it is electric cooking,
which could be damn expensive,
due to money issue and some other issue, we decided not to move d...
what a painful decision, because it means im losing my paid deposit(non-refundable)
trying to argue with that agent, but just wasting energy, because they never bother to listen,
the conversation end up like pushing the ball here and there,
pointing finger to you and me.
so.. why prolong the suffering..
we just pull a full stop on it by losing the deposit (ie one month rent)..
not a very big amount, yet not a very small amount..
actually saving money for the new house, thought a large expense gonna incur,
now, just save the money.. and continue to stay at current property.
i learnt the lesson - agent can be two faces, one before they deal with u and another after the deal is done.
and i am phobia. =S
not feeling very good because the dream just been destroyed..
should have inspect properly, shouldnt just browsing around the house and rely on the advertisement...
i paid the price, and learn no justice ever exist..
we are the victim, and we suffered the pain. shit.
really feeling like a shit now.

phew ~ sigh of relief

this had been a very very busy week,
handed up my research report (ie BIG disaster)
then attended another two tutorials
i had been tortured till death!!
finally, i have a chance to rest.. =)

maybe the life wont be so suffering if u don hope for perfect every time.
be tolerate for some little small mistake,
ur life will be happier.. am i right?? this sounds a bit wrong tho..
if i wish for only a pass or credit, probably i wont feel that tense by staying in law faculty.
if i can tolerate for your little mistake, then maybe the argument can be reduced and less tears in our relationship.
if im happy with my this little savings because i use the money to buy my favourite stuffs, the life is worth right!

不见棺材不流泪，
这就是人的天性吧？
眼看着dateline还剩三天，
而我的progress还是0%，
真的有点pekcek!!
但是，真的豪无头绪..
我也不想最后一分钟才开工的啊！
但是，也不清楚为什么，
怎个礼拜，就是赶，赶，赶...
没时间呼吸~

很累了，
身心都绷紧了，
很想让自己放松一下，
但是那一波又一波的压力
就是让我透不过气
就是非要我勉强自己
强迫自己，挺起精神
把剩余的东西做完
就算干完了，那又怎样？
成绩还是那么的不理想，
好想放弃，
但是走了那么远的路，
现在放弃，有点笨，
不读书，又不懂自己要的是什么，
真的笨死了！
继续走下去，
我又怕挨不下去了... （哭）
发发牢骚，还是得继续干活去~
现实就是那么的sad

i had this kind of sickness,
whenever look at the book and computer screen,
i felt dizzy and the feeling of vomit.
this is getting serious. OH my.. hope i m ok.

restless

i feel like resting..
having a break.
but NO..
the datelines are killing me.
i have to walk faster to catch up with the pace
because im so far laid behind..
wtf, i dono what have i done for seven weeks!
because i cant even recall single things in my mind.
and tutorial is right in front me.
i hate them. they are devil.
i feel like killing them..
tutorial is really a nightmare!