我什么也不想做，但是我的内疚感快要把我揸干了
连上天也不想理我了，我自甘堕落
Thursday, April 28
Saturday, April 9
Wednesday, April 6
今晚那里有问题？
我很不开心，心里面感觉很压抑，
我不知道到底为了什么，只是觉得整个人很不起劲，
想笑一下，却不能，
想找他谈，谈不上两句，就闹翻了，
他，给不到我想要的，
看到他，我就讨厌，
我想怎样？我不懂。
我想要快乐。
我不知道到底为了什么，只是觉得整个人很不起劲，
想笑一下，却不能，
想找他谈，谈不上两句，就闹翻了，
他，给不到我想要的，
看到他，我就讨厌，
我想怎样？我不懂。
我想要快乐。
Tuesday, April 5
to eat or not to eat
One of the tip of not gaining weight is STOP rewarding yourself with food. So for example, when you are done with your exam and you have done pretty good, instead of celebrating it at some nice and classy restaurant, substitute it with a pretty dress. This can apply in reversing way too, such as when you are stress and depress, stop eating junks to make you feel good.
THEORETICALLY, this is pretty much a good way to prevent gaining weight. However, in terms of enforcement, it is like MISSION IMPOSSIBLE. I am stuck with a blank document in Microsoft Word right now and I need to fill it with 2000 words and full citation. Trying to do some research, but what I get is 'sorry, no result has found'. Hence I am stuck with a blank white document! urgh, FUCK... at this very particular moment, what is in my mind is FOOD. Oh gosh, I am helpless. Looking at what is inside my cabinet, and I found Smith Thai Sweet Chilli chips. and yes, I am munching it right now... pathetic~~
THEORETICALLY, this is pretty much a good way to prevent gaining weight. However, in terms of enforcement, it is like MISSION IMPOSSIBLE. I am stuck with a blank document in Microsoft Word right now and I need to fill it with 2000 words and full citation. Trying to do some research, but what I get is 'sorry, no result has found'. Hence I am stuck with a blank white document! urgh, FUCK... at this very particular moment, what is in my mind is FOOD. Oh gosh, I am helpless. Looking at what is inside my cabinet, and I found Smith Thai Sweet Chilli chips. and yes, I am munching it right now... pathetic~~
Sunday, April 3
Happy Sunday
I have this sudden cravings for egg tart after watching HK drama 'only you'..
but this is Australia, where am I suppose to get an egg tart?!!
I tried the one at Breadtop, not to the standard I am expecting...
So when I thought I wasn't able to fulfil my cravings, it turns out to be other way.
Today went for bowling at clayton AMF with friends, it is so cheap because you can play all you can by just paying $15.95, unlimited play from 9am to 5pm, subject to lane availability. It is AMF 1st year celebration, and I really have a feeling I was at a birthday party!! there was mascot (which I didnt get to take photo.sad!) and also lots of colorful children!!! There was also lots of children running around, it just remind me of the birthday party that I used to go when I was young, especially those held at MacDonald or KFC.
After playing, then decide to have lunch at Springvale, where I found my egg tart!! The taste was exactly the same with what I had in mind. I cant resist the temptation to bite on it while it was still hot! the crispiness of the layer with the smooth egg york filling. It is just yum~! So, I bought two, one I had it on the spot, and another one was brought home to accompany with a cup of Nescafe, which luckily I took a photo of it before it was eaten. =D
For this reason, I feel life is great! I am happy girl <3
but this is Australia, where am I suppose to get an egg tart?!!
I tried the one at Breadtop, not to the standard I am expecting...
So when I thought I wasn't able to fulfil my cravings, it turns out to be other way.
Today went for bowling at clayton AMF with friends, it is so cheap because you can play all you can by just paying $15.95, unlimited play from 9am to 5pm, subject to lane availability. It is AMF 1st year celebration, and I really have a feeling I was at a birthday party!! there was mascot (which I didnt get to take photo.sad!) and also lots of colorful children!!! There was also lots of children running around, it just remind me of the birthday party that I used to go when I was young, especially those held at MacDonald or KFC.
After playing, then decide to have lunch at Springvale, where I found my egg tart!! The taste was exactly the same with what I had in mind. I cant resist the temptation to bite on it while it was still hot! the crispiness of the layer with the smooth egg york filling. It is just yum~! So, I bought two, one I had it on the spot, and another one was brought home to accompany with a cup of Nescafe, which luckily I took a photo of it before it was eaten. =DFor this reason, I feel life is great! I am happy girl <3
Saturday, April 2
Chemical Reaction
If you have studied Chemistry before, you will have come to realisation that when two things are mix together, some of them may produce chemical reaction and some of them are not. Hanging out with different group of friends could have different type of feelings. Some make you smile, some make you cry, some make you think, and some make you angry.. When you blend them together, you got your colourful life!
However, there is also some people you could never get along with because there is no reaction between two of you. In lay man term, no 'click'. you cant just click and be together. You tried hard, you put in so much effort to make it work, but sorry baby, it just doesn't work. Then why still insist? try others, you will find different sparks and probably you will live happier.
Some reactions are unique, unique means it belongs to two of you, others won't be able to understand what's going on between the eye sight, the action, and the mouth. Some reactions are common, everyone could laugh together and get the meaning within a second.
I am looking for some extra thing between us -- a little bit of sparks to lighten up our world. Probably the life pressure and the obligation had deter us from doing something sweet. I am confused, is the suppressing you, or we are not meant to be together. We get along well, but it doesn't produce spark.
I am contemplating what should I do right now, to hold on or to give up? I chose to let it be at the end, because I have no idea what to do, I guess I can only follow the flow, I will take whatever comes to me.
However, there is also some people you could never get along with because there is no reaction between two of you. In lay man term, no 'click'. you cant just click and be together. You tried hard, you put in so much effort to make it work, but sorry baby, it just doesn't work. Then why still insist? try others, you will find different sparks and probably you will live happier.
Some reactions are unique, unique means it belongs to two of you, others won't be able to understand what's going on between the eye sight, the action, and the mouth. Some reactions are common, everyone could laugh together and get the meaning within a second.
I am looking for some extra thing between us -- a little bit of sparks to lighten up our world. Probably the life pressure and the obligation had deter us from doing something sweet. I am confused, is the suppressing you, or we are not meant to be together. We get along well, but it doesn't produce spark.
I am contemplating what should I do right now, to hold on or to give up? I chose to let it be at the end, because I have no idea what to do, I guess I can only follow the flow, I will take whatever comes to me.
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