Illegal - Shakira

Who would have thought
That you could hurt me
The way you've done it?So deliberate, so determined

And since you have been gone
I bite my nails for days and hours
And question my own questions on and on
So tell me now, tell me now
Why you're so far away
When I'm still so close

You don't even know the meaning of the words "I'm sorry"
You said you would love me until you die
And as far as I know you're still alive, baby
You don't even know the meaning of the words "I'm sorry"
I'm starting to believe it should be illegal to deceive a woman's heart
I tried so hard to be attentive
To all you wanted
Always supportive, always patient
What did I do wrong?
I'm wondering for days and hours
It's clear, it isn't here where you belong
Anyhow, anyhow
I wish you both all the best
I hope you get along
But you don't even know the meaning of the words "I'm sorry"
You said you would love me until you die
And as far as I know you're still alive, baby

You don't even know the meaning of the words "I'm sorry"
I'm starting to believe it should be illegal to deceive a woman's heart
You don't even know the meaning of the words "I'm sorry"
You said you would love me until you die
And as far as I know you're still alive, baby
You don't even know the meaning of the words "I'm sorry"
I'm starting to believe it should be illegal to deceive a woman's heart
Open heart
Open heart
It should be illegal to deceive a woman's heart
Open heart
Open heart

I bruised easily - Natasha Beddingfield

My skin is like a map, of where my heart has been
And I can't hide the marks, but it's not a negative thing
So I let down my guard, drop my defences, down by my clothes
I'm learning to fall, with no safety net, to cushion the blow

I bruise easily,
so be gentle when you handle me
There's a mark you leave,
like a love heart, carved on a tree
I bruise easily, can't scratch the surface without moving me
Underneath I bruise easily,
I bruise easily

I've found your finger prints on a glass of wine
Do you know you're leaving them all over this heart of mine too
But if I never take this leap of faith
I'll never know
So I'm learning to fall with no safety net to cushion the blow
I bruise easily, so be gentle when you handle me
There's a mark you leave, like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily, can't scratch the surface without moving me
Underneath I bruise easily, I bruise easily
Anyone who, can touch you, can hurt you, or heal you
Anyone who, can reach you, can love you, or leave you
So be gentle
So be gentle
So be gentle
So be gentle

I bruise easily, so be gentle when you handle me
There's a mark you leave, like a love heart, carved on a tree
I bruise easily, can't scratch the surface without moving me
Underneath I bruise easily,
I bruise easily, so be gentle when you handle me
There's a mark you leave, like a love heart, carved on a tree
I bruise easily, can't scratch the surface without moving me

Underneath I bruise easily,
I bruise easily
I bruise easily
I bruise easily

a lil updates

abandone this blog for quite a period of time,
everytime thinking of posting a post,
the mind goes blank.
it is not because the life has gone tasteless (to some extent, it is)
instead it is because of the rapid change in the flow of mood
it went ups and downs almost every second
just like the weather in melbourne..
you thought it will be a sunny day,
end up it turn out to be isolated shower,
until u have to keep running on the street to find a shelter before you got yourself frozen
quite stressed out for this period, to the extent that i feel i cant take it anymore..
hardly can breathe and think..
amazed to the ability of human, they can expand their power all the time.
after a sleep, the memory tend to reset and adjust to the optimum level that u most comfortable with.
and there go a new day! brightful and hopeful..
until an event crushed into your mind and start pushing ur pressure to the max..
until u pass out..
the process then repeat by itself...
so many things listed in the to-do list,
none of them being crossed out yet..
all are in pending status, tmd, i hate this..
have a major assignment on hand which determine my fail/pass grade,
then tonnes of reading going on..
wonder why i never bother to look at them, only until the exam is crawling to my back?
urgh.. is really in great dilemma whether focus on the assignment (40%)
or should just revising..
yeah, perhaps both of them can be conducted simultaneously,
but it is not tat easy..
i spent 3 hours and i just manage to squeeze 380 words, wtf..
and i have 2500 words more to go.. im dying.
perhaps i should use the remaining time to build myself a grave..
ok, done with depression mode,
ppl might just get boring with that depressed tone, ( i realised this )
it makes life grey,
and making the life grey wont help in overcoming the problem..
so just make it black or white. LOL.
maybe im not so depressed in real person. TALK to me rather than READ me.