erm.. again..

final is around the corner, and trial just one week away,
i felt stressed up..
and i couldnt manage to finish my revision..
sigh...
i really feel so sad and depress...
i put a high expectation on it, but then i think i need to lower it down right now..
i don want to burden myself with unnecessary stress due to my own expectation.
that why maybe it is time to learn to let go lor...
i cant even manage the subjects that i actually confident with..
what else i can do??
useless me,
people say be confident and be positive,
nothing is impossible but then
again, my depression is evidence with a lot of unachievable targets!!
the high TER, am i able to achieve them and get into my 1st choice university??????
question mark, question mark and question mark,
no one know to answer...
people say it is fate whether we can go study overseas,
well, some argues that it depends on how much effort you put in,
so which should we taken and follow?
push yourself to the very best or do what you can do..?
so that your life is happier??
afterall, it is just a COLLEGE life..
two months later, this life will gonna end, no matter how much we have complaint about, dissatisfied with it..
it is going to end soon..
all the memories, arguments, all going to bury down to the earth...
and why are we still struggling right now?????