sorry...

i am crying..
yeah, the tears is dropping from my eyes and slipping through my faces,
it landed on my pants at last..
wtf am i crying again..
can i kill myself..
let me die alone in this room, silently, without anyone...
and let all the suffer end...
i feel my heart is bleeding so much..
it so pains, until my tears fall...
what happened to me??!!
why am i crying again.. why? why???
i told myself not to cry again, but wth im crying badly again..
this time, only me alone..
crying alone...
and no one knowsss..
only god know..
DIE, the only thing appear in my mind..
in front of me was the half essay i did.. the rubbish essay..
final is coming, i can forsee how i will do it badly.
and im going to fail it..
and last im ending up my life...
can u imagine..
the blood rush out from your artery..
and u die in the pool of your blood....
i cant take it anymore..
i told myself to be strong..
but it was so fragile..
nothing to support it again...
im sorry..
sorry to everyone...
i dono what to say anymore..
just sorry....