when im boring..

today a queston arose in my mind...
i was looking at myself..
wondering something..
have i ever be slim..
i think the answer is no..
since young, im always the biggest girl in the clas..
well, nothing to be proud of..
apparently, my brain size doesn't equal to my body..
because i never be the top student in a class..
what catch others attention will always by my HUGE body..
what a pathetic.
then, i start thinking, will i be slim one day later..
obviously again, it seems to be an impossible mission.. HAHAHA..
i know to get slim must have a strong determination..
and that is what i lack of. because the temptation to eat always greater than the determination..
WHY eating and sleeping is so much easier than doin exercise?
sigh....
well, just a boring post..