我感冒了

I'm still having my usual life.
Nothing much different obviously..
Semester 2 begins since last two weeks ago..
i actually praying that i will act differently towards my studies..
means i will pay more attention and effort on it...
too bad i didnt really make them come true..
believe or not, i slept until 1 pm, then i continue to sleep again at 3 to 6!
wtf..
im getting sick, yeah, having some sort of running nose,
there is always liquid coming out from my nose. DAMN!!
whenever i wipe on my nose, there will be some sticky, smooth liquid. xD
Right now, i was actually hoping for a job..
sent out quite a few Resume, but no response at all..
sadly to say, it is expected..who ask me no experience at all.. and im neither PR or citizen..
unfair? yea, it is and it always happen..
maybe i should just volunteering myself to do some FOC job..
but even volunteer, aso there will be so many requirement..
ah dei dei.. +.+
i was thinking, since im not managing my time well, perhaps i can use the time to earn some money.. HOHOHO..
money is so attractive man~!!!
Frankly speaking, i spent alot last holiday because of shopping..
now looking at them, i felt kind of waste!! arrghh..
lately cant resist impulse buying tat happen during my shopping....
and my money just fly away..~.~
the number in my account dropping dramatically..
ironically, i felt some sort of happiness gain from my shopping..
yerr, i donwan to become shopaholic..aiya, but why so many sales going on!!!!! hahaha..
Recently, getting kinda bad tempered le..
quite annoyed to looking some one walking in front of my eyes..
sigh!! i know 此地不宜久留.. and eventually looking some solution..
quite scary of myself for having such evil thoughts..
it is a sin! and i wish to wash it away..
我不想，成为现实生活中的手下败将，
我想要找回内心的我，
但是，为什么我遇到的人，
都让我觉得他们都是‘面具人’
这是一种奢望吗？
还是，现实的残酷，
逼得人类不再愿意表现他们真诚的一面