Do u agree,
human's action is lead by feelings? or congitive?
u think first then u act?
or u feel first then u act?
or u are actually the one act without involving any thinking process.

Hate when the emotion pull aways all my thinking,
i can feel my soul is falling in the darkest side of the world.
I have to pull it back through my rational.
The feeling is good.
atleast i am myself at that moment.
Im not the one you want me to be.
or wat society hope me to be.

Why do everyone judging others who live in the same society?
it is if i do not ive up to your expectation, it is consider a FAIL?
The answer could be negative.
Yet, u cant control your mind to comply with others' standard!
and then u start forcing yourself to do wat u initially don like.
You could insist on your own principle as well,
there is no such a need for you to comply if you think you dont,
just that you will be label as "weirdo" , "loner", etc etc

when someone ask you whether you are a social person or not,
what ground would ur answer based ?
the amount of friend? the amount you hang out with friends?
or the amount of text message you received in your inbox?
if none of this sound relevant to you,
then sorry, you are a introvert!


despite that,
human are meant to stay in a group.
that why friends do make us feel good.
without them, im nothing now!!
i will be a piece of shit without soul~
that why, im missing you all like hell now!!!!