silly tears

I have been crying tonight.
feel a bit of silly.
Such a big girl, yet still cry over petty stuff.
wish i could ever grown up with a better mentality..
nothing is hard, you just need to cope it.
i knew about this, i just take a longer time to come to this conclusion.
I thought, second year would be slightly different,
i should be expecting heaps and heaps of stress and uncertainty during SWOT VAC,
yet i still fall back to the same low point and find them overwhelming..
feel myself is alone in the dark world. because everyone seems doing fine.. =(
don't compare, it just push you down even further...
i cant help..
but think another way, im here for a reason, and im here because im good, dont i?
prove to myself im good.