Sunday, July 25

what a messy post

what should i be blogging now..?
im sipping a cup of coffee now, with a mind that losing its function.
i cant think right now. i m feeling insecure..need some sense of security.
human born with a right to choose. they can choose what they want. and this right can never be snatch away by someone else, means you always have the right to choose.
choose to be demotivated. or choose to be motivated.
choose to be secured, or choose to be insecure.
choose to face it, or choose to avoid it.
what is my choice? if i have a choice, what do i want to do in my life?
what is called a life? alot of people said live for your life, meaning do anything so that you feel you are alive. at the end, it comes back to the question what is life?what am i pursuing in my life?
i still remember, i learnt a quote that people tends to do different things at different stage of life. when the same thing happens, but at different point of time, your choice and thinking would change too. perhaps because of life experience, but another reason could be the associated social responsibility too. imagine as you get older, the more social obligation is tying on you that makes you feel suffocated sometimes. trying to please everyone around you, or else people will laugh at you for being frog under the well when you are just enjoying yourself in your own world.
human are just a creature that nobody gonna understand. even i myself couldnt understand me too. complicated.

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