after reading tonnes of journals, i feel

Confused, confused, and confused.

I used to like Constitutional law, but now I think I changed my mind.
What the hell I have to take this full year subject?? konon it is Malaysian Bar requirement, but why all my dearest friends over the Australian University never seem to have this requirement to take this full year subject? why only Monash? why the lecturer want to torture us. It is not even being taught last semester, and this semester they expect us to understand it without lecture, or any guidance. Okay, is this one of the crucial requirement for us to be independent and stop relying on lecturer? hmmph.. worth consideration.
I have so many questions left in my mind after reading the journals. I wish to finish at least half of it by this week, approx 2000 words, but look at me now, I don't think I could even squeeze a words out right now. Yet, I have abandoned my other 3 subjects in order to be able to pay full concentration on THIS. tax law, torts B and prop B, I dont think I have catch up with any readings of this subjects. WHOAAAA, so many things to do. *freak out!!!
Despite all sort of complaints, thumb of rule of the day that I should remember is I cant reverse the time, what I capable of doing right now is keep going and it will come to an end, everyone faces the same problem and they go through it with correct attitude, and YES, that's why enough of complain. go back to work. 一定要 咬紧牙关走下去~