Friday, February 12

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
FUCK!!!! FUCK!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, February 7

我爱我的家人

时间过的好快
农历新将在转眼间来临
既然闲着也是闲着,所以就在家里帮东帮西的
忙碌的同时,竟然感叹假期太短了
以为三个月好像很长,其实懒着懒着时间咻一声的飞走了
这期间,能和家人一起真的是很开心,还能遇见许多旧同学,
这次回来,感觉自己老了,与朋友交谈的话题也不同了,多了一种沧桑的感觉,
好像大家都经历了很多,大家也都往自己的目标努力前进...
看着自己的父母,觉得他们真的老了,虽然还是像平时一样工作着,但是我懂他们真的老了
那时就好想为他们做些什么,舒缓他们那紧绷的肩膀,让我替他们分担,
看着他们,心里面更多了一份心疼
家,是个真正的避风港
有了他,我不怕面对外面的大风大浪
我才能下定决心,选择我想要得,因为就算我跌倒了,我能永远回到我的家
离家的时候,总认为自己改变了,至少思想成熟了,懂得保护自己
但是回到家里,发现原来我还是没变,还是那个依赖父母的娇娇女..
依赖的感觉是那么的好
独立是需要很大勇气的!

Friday, February 5

可曾想过?自己要的生活到底是怎样的?
社会观念,和自己的价值观,要如何取舍?

Tuesday, February 2

每天笑一笑,烦恼全走掉~
=D

Thursday, January 28

与其痛苦的爱,我宁可放手;
与其纠缠不清,我选择了结束.

Monday, January 11

recover from sick

I've been sick for few days.
the feeling is really awful.
Every moments just feel like laying there and don wan to move around.
the diarhea i have just wash everything in my body out.
Left nothing inside. LOL.
and now, yeah!! im feeling better now. Thanks god.

Tuesday, January 5

爱情是盲目的?

许多人说:爱情是盲目的,
因为,一旦爱了,你不能看清对方的缺点,
往好一方面想,你接受了他的所有,认为他是完美的。
但是,当你认清他的缺点,是不是意味着你已清醒了?
或者说,你不爱了?
面对一些事情时,我觉得我自己有点钻牛角尖,
结果把事情搞砸了才发现自己太过执著了,
觉得应该把眼光放宽,态度放松,
面对同一件事情时,才不会落的如此下场
偏偏,这种种都是事后反省...
有些事可能已经不能挽回?
幸运的,可能只是一些芝麻绿豆的小事

hot day

The weather is sucks today.
Super Fucking Hot. sigh.
I have been rolling on the sofa for the whole day, still cannot get a comfortable pose. Whatever, the weather still able to hypnotise me.
I have lost all my conscious for the whole afternoon, prolong until evening.
I could feel my body so soft like a bun.
and it is growing bigger and bigger.wth..
It is already a new year.
and i m stil the same. I'm stil sucks in my driving.
still doing nothing at my holiday. OMGGGGGGG~~~~~~

Friday, January 1

Rain=Tears. Relationship full with tears?

Cancer + Aquarius
Water + Air = Rain

The freedom-loving and independent Aquarian is not in the same kettle of fish as you. You could find this a difficult match to handle. It’s hard to tie down a wilful Aquarian to a stable routine. Even your best emotional reasoning won’t budge an Aquarian.

The Aquarian needs to explore all of the highways and byways of life before making a firm commitment to someone, and if you’re the more conservative and traditional type of Cancerian, you could be waiting an awfully long time till this exploration is over and your needs take centre stage.

This combination brings into play the lunar vibrations of Cancer and the Uranian element of Aquarius — together, these produce a very electric and often high-strung combination.

Aquarius will leave you up in the air about where you stand, particularly in relation to the emotional status quo. And can you tie them down? Absolutely not! Still, if you’re prepared to venture forth and explore life with an Aquarian, you may have lots of exhilarating adventures.

If the Aquarian can settle down just enough to let your lunar vibrations soothe their soul, you may be able to pull the two of you closer together. But there will be continuing difficulty: you need deep and abiding family relationships, and the Aquarian needs freedom.

A passionate, if not spasmodic, sexual relationship between the two of you is likely. The Aquarian’s ‘hippie’ approach to sex is a little too way out for you, and may not fulfil you, but at least you will have a few fireworks!

Those born between 21 January and 30 January will bring you trouble. The excitement you feel at the start could eventually turn into exhaustion and exasperation. There’s nothing settled about them. They seek out extreme excitement — they like to be daredevils — and unpredictability is their middle name; this is not usually your cup of tea. <---LUM, You bring me trouble!!!! LOlx..

The hectic schedule of Aquarians born between 31 January and 8 February may overpower you. These people are constantly on the go, and often their work involves lots of travel. If you enjoy travelling, you can salvage this relationship by joining in the adventure of overseas trips with them. In the extreme, they may relocate. You might have to choose between living in a place you know well, and uprooting yourself to go somewhere completely different.

You’ll identify with — and fall in love with — those born between 9 February and 18 February. You’ll have great friendships with these people; their zaniness is attractive, in a weird and wonderful way — they’re just different enough. They are also far more likely than other Aquarians to have relatively settled lifestyles. This gives you the best of both worlds – excitement and a bit of stability.

Goodbye 2009, Welcome 2010

Last day of 2009.
im staying at home watching those new year concert. LOL.
went out this morning with friends and watched movie again.
This time is "sherlock holmes".. a detective movie.
worth to watch for those who loves inspectors!! =)
After movie, we walked at the mall aimlessly.
Really aimlessly. Because nothing to do over there. what a pathetic.
Today hang out with friends from form 6. Beside Yeoh, the other two girls i just knew them for a few days. So nothing much to talk about. Cos i really not so close with them. Overall, the day is good.

2009 has passed. I have not much feeling. It is not happening right here for the countdown. Of cos la, im not even going out. Hahaha.
I just feel worry because im going to turn 21 in just few hours.
OMG... it is so scary. Im getting older.
I'll be facing different expectation. Im expected to be more mature. Take things more seriously. taking up more responsibility. All these are nightmares, but reality. Haha.
What would 2010 be to me?