I was determined,
after that i was not.
afterall, im just wasting time.

EXAM IS HARD

Uni life isnt as easy as what i expected.
it is damn frustrating..
damn sien..
damn hard!!!!!!
i got back my result for my previous class test..
well, NOT GOOD AT ALL!!!!
wtff.. damn damn damn..
It is only a MCQ test u know u know???!!!!!!!!!!
can i swear till the end of the post???????
I ammmm SOOOOOOOO disappointed with myself.
and now of cos, im DEMOTIVATED?!!! what the heck..
i know la, my effort put in not much enough.. that why lor..
but horrrr.. no need to treat me like this marrrrrr..
ah dui duiii.. *scratch head*
now so damn scare with Uni Test d..
still have one more to be revealed in this coming FRIDAY..
i have NO-EYES-SEE..
i will donate my eyes away for that particular moment.. sobs...
or i will cry till my eyes get blind.. hahaa

Again?!

DAMN SIENS..
besides assignment, it is still assignment..
assignment.. and asssignmenttt.. again and again...
Better Kill me off..
i have no other conclusion..

HI guys, welcome to my new profile..
em just trying out something new.
it is not perfect yet i know.
but this is so far, the best i can do.. haha
im not good in HTML k..
no one teach me. sobssss...
because of my new layouts, i think u need to post ur comment on my cbox d..
so sad right!! yaya. i know.
im sorry bout that..
im trying to figure way out.
it is just a new start, not the end...haha
probably i will just switch to the old one after all.
LOL
just waste of time. damn..

emo

im feeling abit emo tonight.
maybe because im stuck in my court report.
i dono how to continue.
i have no idea at all.
maybe it is time to sleep, so my brain reluctant to work for me.
but gosh, i have been wasting my precious time most of the time,
it is the cost for me to pay for wastage of time perhaps..
sobs.. im so sad.
sleep? or not sleep??

random

It is sunday..
everywhere is closing because today,
is another public holiday again.
i slept till 12pm, great huh.
after that, having my usual life..
trying to make use of my time, obviously it works inefficiently.
rolling on the bed most of the time, very very reluctant to do work.
the weather is sucks! ooopss, actually today is sunny day.
maybe i shouldnt blame the sky instead. hahaa.. stupid me.
i must get the work done!!!!
so jealous those friends who are so relaxing now..
i want also.. .... ...
NO friend come and visit me le.. so sadddddddd...

trip to DFO

I took zeying advise, so i went out from my home..

to go out for a breath and also relaxing!! hehe.

i went to DFO located at moorabin, which strongly recommended by fara and adidah..

hmm, obviously it is larger than the one at spencer street,

however, i think spencer street still have the feeling of shopping rather than the one at moorabin..

yet, it actually have more store available, u can shop until u crazy!! hahaha..

the only imperfections is the location is too far away, i need to travel for about 1.5 hours just to reach there.. can u imagine?!!??

today is weekend somemore, so i need to catch the schedule tight.. and then the palce is kinda surburb, one hour oni have one bus... so... it is actually very tiring journey..

but but but...

a good news is that i got some yield from my hours travel and hours of walking.!! haha..

i bought a women's coat from rivers and also a long pants from esprit..

cost me 68 dollarrr.... ok la.. consider reasonable.. i can never get an esprit in malaysia though.. hahaha..

trying to act like an eskimo after put on the coat.. Muahaha.. the fur really... hmm.. dono how to describe.. LOL..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

first day of holiday part 2

well, i slept for the whole afternoon. wtf!!!
the weather is so good to sleep.. but make me feel guilty for not making use of the time wisely...
i fall asleep while i was reading contract law book halfway..
and know what? i had a nightmare!!! damn..
i dreamt bout i failed my contract and the lecturer don even let me resit the test..
sobsss. damn scary man!!!! never ever sleep with contract book again~!!!! hahaha...
i face a health problem recently.. my teeth gum keep bleeding.. it seems to become very sensitive d!!! worry bout my health la..
then when i was checking my teeth in front the mirror, i find out a shocking fact!!!
the wisdom tooth of mine had grown.. not completed but just part of it.. i guess 1/4 only.. hahaha!!!! so shocking when i saw something white white there...
lum teased on me, say me finally got brain d.. hmm is this true har? LOL. but my brain so small????? lol...



sometimes, my thought tend to disturb my mind..
i felt people tend to be very forgetful..
maybe this is the good thing..
because they don really remmber the sad thing happened after a lapse of time.
or this is the natural way of human to protect their fragile heart??
so after a very hurtful procedure, they eventually heal themselves up..
then go after a new and exciting life..
but people will fan jian again.. know what is that?
while they are enjoying new life, they will think back of those past thing who might influence their present life and ruin everything..
then only they will start to appreciate..
sobs..

first day of holiday part 1

it is first day of holiday,
wake up at 10.oo am because of the noise outside,
used to it to become my everyday alarm..
wht to do? i can never eliminate the noise, so just let it be my alarm,
make full use of them isnt it? hehe.
well, wake up in the mist..
because i dono what to do for today.
end up,im blogging right here...





*******to be continue********

justice exist?

Today, while i was about to browse the net,
i saw a shocking news at yahoo(my home page),
a news entitled "Malysian Policemen to hang for murder"
well, this is about Altantuya case, it is really surprise me about the decision made by the malaysia judiciary system. I wont say much here, because i m not a politician.. i just feel a bit trembled, towards the malaysia..
a phrase quoted from the news, "the country has lost credibility in the world" because of the judgment made towards the acquital of Abdul Razak Baginda.. sobs..
i felt a little shameful towards my country..
Residing at Australia, make me missed my home, the root place i grew up for 19 years old..
i know my blood is born to be malaysian.
but why they cant improve their legal system?? why must it fill with all the bias-ness and unjustice??! We cant judge justice because im not either the right-minded person, but please la, don make it so obvious to the whole world that u are one-sided...
fed up with the current system, and it seems to be worsen in few years later, i cant imagine what will happen, the only good thing is they sponsor me, but other than that, nthing else i guess.. even they sponsor student study overseas, there is also agenda behind, not for the sole purpose of educating..