Saturday, December 29

when it coming to an end of 2012..

It is almost end of 2012. Yet it means another beginning. 
Who would know where am I going to do in the next year; 
Who would know who am I going to meet in my next stage of life; 
Who would know what am I going to face in the coming year. 
It means horror, terrified, anxious, excitement and anticipation. mixed feelings afterall. 

The 12th month of the year 2012 means a lot. 
It means my graduation month. 
It means end of my university life.  
It means 'end of the world' 
It means the last month I am going to stay at Melbourne. 
It means the last month of my stay in Australia. 
It means the last time we going to spend together here. 
It means the first Christmas I spent in Melbourne. 
It means the first boxing day I had in Melbourne. 

When 2013 come, it is time for me to go HOME and start afresh. 
It will be time for me to look for job and start my life in the society and learn to be part of the society. 
It will be time for me to think more seriously about my own life. 
It will also mean another separation for some of us although I believe we will meet again. 
No matter good or bad, happy or sad, prepared or not, it is going to hit me when I am not even realised it. 
So just be mentally prepared for everything! 


Sunday, December 2

I am back

It has been a while since I am here, hasn't it?
How's everyone? I miss you all. 
It is December again, the very last month of 2012. so I guess everyone should live this month till their fullest. God knows how long we can stay alive.
Sorry for not updating but I assure you nothing special happen in my life. I did not travel to unique place, I am stuck with the same person, and I suppose I am still the very same me, maybe a little bit more childish/mature? You wonder, how childish and mature can be mutually inclusive, yes they are not, I guess some part of me are more childish and some part of me has become more mature.
It is the time of crossroad again, I felt like I am back to the time of SPM, when I need to choose which path to be taken. I hope I would not regret for any decision I have made. I came to learn that we can't always get what we wanted in life, so the best way would to take what is offered to me and make the best out of it. I should learn to have faith that in whatever I do, I will succeed. 
Growing up, really is not an easy task. It requires courage, braveness and confidence. I wish I could just implant those into me right away just like a vaccine injection. 
I am not sure why I am back to this place again. This place is so emotional and I have been shutting down my emotional part when I have more important thing to do with, and now when I left with nothing to do but myself, I revisit this place and indulge myself in the sea of emotion, I opened the heart and let it felt all the words that flow from here. It always at this point of time, when I feel myself are vulnerable, weak and sensitive, which is not a good thing but it is exclusive and intimate. However, after some time has passed and I started to look back, it feels like I am connecting to myself again. Whenever I thought I moved on and grow, it is actually just an illusion.  


Friday, May 4

对不起

我冷落了你。

Saturday, April 21

你成功了吗?

是不是开始觉得,
成功的定义并不局限于物质上的享受,
还有你对自己的评价。
我开始意识到,一个人成功已否,
在乎于他的态度。
这样说,是有点太广了点。(汗)
不管你现在面临的是什么难题,
不管你身边的人对你冷言冷语,
只要你觉得是你要的,
你就会果断和毅然的去追求,
因为,人生蓝图已经深刻的印在脑海里,
难免会遇到阻碍,但是凭着你的毅力,
你越过了它。
终究,你只要对自己负责,没有后悔,
这条路是好是坏,只有你懂。
不屈不饶就是这样吧?

Thursday, March 1

飞机场

机场是个很特别的地方
人来人往的,
但是没有一个人流得久
呆了几个小时后,就是告别的时候
离别的时候, 机场是个伤心地
但是当你领着包包回家的时候
机场是你的天堂
同样的装扮 同样的行李 同样的人
心情却大不相同
一个人等着飞机 时间过得特别慢
观察身边的人 都是有讲有笑
自己却是默默坐在角落 玩着iphone

我们都会好好过,好吗?

因为闰年的关系
我呆在kk的日子多了一天
快乐的时光过得特别快
还是不习惯告别
眼泪还是会掉下来
但是我走了 还是会回来
我会变成更好的人
这一次 告诉自己
不能心软了
我一定能证明
就算是自己一个人
也能过得好好的
更何况我还有好多麻吉陪我...

Thursday, February 16

最后的约会

Time flies...
Just come back from our last date.
This time we wouldn't be sure when is the time we could make reunion again.
Because everyone is graduating soon and thereby we would be looking for our own dreams.
We will be falling apart for another time again, till the time we meet...
这是一篇伤感的部落格
特别为你而写
明天要走了 祝你一路顺风
感谢你 不辞劳苦的载上载下
可能你也发觉了下次见面不知是何时何日
所以你不舍得错过任何见面的机会
我也庆幸自己能够参与每一次的聚会
有叫必到!
好舍不得你 感觉上我们分开的很匆忙 寥寥几句就要分开了
习惯有你的亚庇 一定会变得不一样
分开 还是我学不会的一课..


Sunday, January 15

空空如也

很想update 却没有什么特别的事值得说
我的心事旅程 讲还快一点
Jocelyn,加油!人生本来就是痛苦的 挨过了你就能成为神仙 :))

Saturday, December 17

假期

老实说,这是我最后一次可以这么‘叹’的暑假了,
我们当中,有一些都已经跻身社会了,
到时候,大家的休息时间都不一样,
有时间,与其出去wet,倒不如在家里充电,
人数到齐的聚会将会少之又少...

矛盾的世界

小时候,爸爸妈妈会说,要听话哦,这样才会乖,
所以,凡是都是直直的,照着指示去做;
长大后,同样的东西都变成了死板板, 不懂得变通,所以永远当个安分守己的上班族;
反之,以前不遵守规则的‘坏’学生变成了灵活的成功人士。 
在学校,老师说,要雪中送炭,要互相帮助;
长大后,同样的东西变成了大笨蛋,被人占便宜。
女为悦己而容,为了不让你呕和反胃,女生不惜牺牲大笔的金钱的时间打扮自己,为的不就是那一堪不击的自信,偏偏惹上一大堆乱七八糟的苍蝇,我佩服你,没有因为这样失去自己,毅然的拒绝了他!