Who would know where am I going to do in the next year;
Who would know who am I going to meet in my next stage of life;
Who would know what am I going to face in the coming year.
It means horror, terrified, anxious, excitement and anticipation. mixed feelings afterall.
The 12th month of the year 2012 means a lot.
It means my graduation month.
It means end of my university life.
It means 'end of the world'
It means the last month I am going to stay at Melbourne.
It means the last month of my stay in Australia.
It means the last time we going to spend together here.
It means the first Christmas I spent in Melbourne.
It means the first boxing day I had in Melbourne.
When 2013 come, it is time for me to go HOME and start afresh.
It will be time for me to look for job and start my life in the society and learn to be part of the society.
It will be time for me to think more seriously about my own life.
It will also mean another separation for some of us although I believe we will meet again.
No matter good or bad, happy or sad, prepared or not, it is going to hit me when I am not even realised it.
So just be mentally prepared for everything!