Careless.. Regretful!!

Well, i just don understand why im so careless!!
i deleted my previous blog accidentally..
i actually wanna delete the J8 blog, but then wrong press.. and the consequences are..
i lost both....
Ugh!!! im so sad bout that..
i lost one part of my memory edi!!!
but then maybe this is good for me, so that all the sad memories can be erased..
and now i shall have a new start!!! isnt it?
today have just finished my econs presentation, wht is the comment?
em.. not good and not bad..
i did memorise for my speech but i still refer some point to the paper,
i wonder why do my brain will get blank everytime i stand in front of the public!! sigh..
when oni i can improve??
ok, fine i wanna stop talking bout that..!
it had past.. and i cant help in changing anything already.
well, today i have IELTS workshop, as usual, i HATE english,
and the irony is that im now using english to type my blog!! haha..
i almost use english for everyday, and im hating it so much.
i just cant love it.. i felt very confusing with it. and i cant figure out the reason why do i hate it so much.