i wish i could....

my energy is running low for the whole day..
i wonder why. i can even fall asleep in my econs period!! OMG..
how dare am i .. the teacher is well known as strict lecturer..
lucky me, she din see me fall asleep..
then i fall asleep for the second time in my IELTS class...
what the hell is happen on me??!! the sleeping worm seemed to affect me for the whole day..
supposing i will like to go back early and rest.. but then i still stay back at schooll..
to finish some of my homework, and i din regret for it..
i atleast finished my two left essays and the math homework!! well done.. clap hand! hehee..
need to start my revision edi, there are some class assignments ( in other name is called test) awaiting me ahead in the coming week!! im going to die again..
haha.. if like this, i dono how many times im going to die in one whole year...
well.. the friends problem among my friends is getting worsen and worsen day by day..
from oni mk until now ivy aso involved edi..
well, i really donwan side anyone.. i really think all these are unnecessary.. what is the point by bringing out the issue again.. no one is being affected at last... just argue for the sake wan argue.. beh tahan!!!
i felt ivy's thinking need to be grown up a bit. sometimes the world is just not tat easy as wat she thinks.. she had been pampered and lucky enough by borning in a good atmosphere.. she is being protected from all the bad influence..just like how i was.. i was lucky enough to born in a healthy family..
but then im given a chance right now to access to the real world!! how ugly is it. and how dark is it.. and lucky to meet someone to teach me how to survive in this nasty world..
baby, i miss u.. miss those innocent day..
sometimes i rather i dono so much, then i wont change my perception and i wouldnt fall into conflict right now...i hope i can lost all my memories right now..
tired ler, don talk so much la.. blog more again nex time!! nitex...