im missing u badly at this moment..

baby, it is raining right now.
have thunder somemore, very scary know..
how good if u are beside me right now.
i onlined, but u are not on, wonder what are u doin right now?
working ar?
i jus back from meeting with clement and fad, who are bowlers from sabah..
well, went to one utama there for yam cha oni, i din eat at all..
after come back was already 11 plus, well... i dono y i have no mood in doin my works anymore..
i jus miss u so much and badly..
i feel like giving myself a time to rest..
i wanted to sleep, but my mind don feel like sleeping yet..
so im now blogging.. to tell u how much i miss u..
the feeling of missing u is actually very terrible know, like my heart is floating on the air, up and down without a stable position..
maybe because of the rain, i miss u even more at this night..
i don feel like talking right now, but i wan u are beside me, talking to me, or hug me.. to give me the security that oni u could give me.. console my unpeace heart with ur special power..
just simply with ur company, i will feel much better, i feel weird with this too.. i dono how the chemical reaction between me and you happen, but then it just happened!!
and im no regret for it..
hearing the sound of thunder out there, i feel myself i being moody aso.. my day is aso gloomy as the weather.. I MISS YOU!! can u listen to me.. i just wanna tell u I MISS U..
well, i know the whole post seemed to be unorganised, but i cant make a proper sentence right now.. my heart lost a piece followed with your leaving..
i m not hatred as how was i being like last year edi, instead im now more mature and more confident in our relationship edi, maybe this is because the feedback u gave me is quite positive.. tat calm my heart as i know u are loving me as how i love u too..therefore, it is enough.. i don require much, i can build my future with u then it is more than enough..
well, from now onwards, i think i don believe in one-sided love edi, it is so much suffering.. those who are willing in one sided actually is hoping a miracle at the end of the day..which means their love will be returned..
the thunder still going on.. my heart beat like the thunder.. the feeling of missing you can never be eliminated from my heart.. i really miss u baby.. good night and have a sweet dream..

I MISS YOU