Missing You

i cant sleep tonight. julie called me and talked quite a lot of things,
undoubtly, it will be her and ivy stuff again,
well, i dono why i have a weird feeling...
when julie said she is not care bout whether ivy will be her fren, i sense that she actually do care bout this friendship and she actually feel sad as ivy say she is a evil gal..
i just have that tiny sound told me that she is disappointed with ivy, but then she doesnt wan to say it out cos she wanna be strong and she doesnt want anybody sees her weaker side..
well, maybe i just think too much, she actually don care.. i dono.. just my guess! doesnt reflect anything..
ok, i will stop this topic now...


what i wanna say is actually i miss u, i feel an urge to have u by my side right now,
i wish u could be at my side when i face all these problems, i wish u are the one who listen to me when i m in trouble.. i wanna hear your voice and your opinion, to teach me how to do..
just like how last saturday did... u company me for the whole night as i complaining bout my problem.. obviously, last week i seemed to be a bit more fierce and 'ji dong'... as compared to last week, i seem to be more calm now and think rationally..
but u arent here.. perhaps u had edi fall asleep.. but do u hear my little heart voice that is calling for u ?? saying that i miss you so much..
this afternoon we get to talk on the phone, yea.. of cos it is a nice talk, and as usual, im the one who talk the most.. i just cant control myself, i seemed to be have so much things want to tell u when im given the chance to talk to u.. i wanna let u know everything bout me, everything that happen in my life.. update u with the most recent news in my life.. cos i wan u to be part of my live... i donwan u to feel left out from my world, u are still part of it!! u make my whole.. u fill the hole in me and complete my soul.. how could i separate from you...
Muakss! i miss you.. and when the feeling of missing you is flooding me.. you online and you msg me!! hehe.. so im going to stop here and chat with u!!! ^^