new thoughts, new life, new me.

the time now is showing about one in the morning,
well.. i still have no any sleepy feeling yet..
few days din blog edi, so now im here..
went to meet my parents just now, feel so nice!!
i mean the feeling of family is owes there.. i miss them very much..
as usual, i told my day a lot of things.. include my friend's problem..
of cos, he taught me some lesson of life too.. and im so grateful that i have him as my dad!!
muakss.. love him.. as well as my mother too..
although my mum din teach me much, she supports me from behind.. both of them really love me very much!! i feel like im owes their baby!! i dono how to describe my feeling to them..
sometimes i felt im the lucky one..
i have a good family as compared to those who has broken family..
i have a good hubby who loves me very much..
and i have two good friends which are lum and julie as they owes keep problem away from me..
whatelse i can hope for? my study? well.. i can oni work hard on my own..
i told my dad studying law isnt as easy as he think... i felt stress by staying in a scholar group..
i told him i can never be top in my academic studies..
what i can expect is my co-curricular which will help to complement my average study..
he said that sometimes things can be look from different view and also can be approach in different ways.. if i find i can never score with my current study ways, is that i should change it? into a more effective way ?? yeah.. he is right.. maybe i should start to change my attitude and all those things..
one thing is that i know i had change.. my mindset has change..
i no longer feel pointless to study cos i see a target by studying..
i know i should achieve it!! and this make me think more positively...
i will kick out all the negative emotions from my mind!! and start a new life..
your history is already past, and it is no longer exists in your current life..
u should live in a new life now. but never in the past.. yea true.. i agree wit that and now i should love u with my new heart too..
no longer the old hear that so flower.. hahaa...am i right???
muakss. love u..
i tot i can see u online.. but i din.. nvm larrr..
let u know tat im missing u all the time..