Sunday, April 13

business cycle = emotional fluctuation

we learnt business cycle in economics..
business cycle is a term that used to describe economic fluctuations.
in a simple word, it can be said as up and down in a economy system..
well, im not econs freak. im not going to teach econ inside my blog aso..
just i felt everything in this world can actually be related..the trend of business cycle can actually related to most of the things..
There are four stages in business cycle: boom. downturn, recession and recovery..
while, if u still remmber the plot that we learnt in komsas during secondary school, u will still remmber how to story line go.. permulaan-->perkembangan-->climax-->peleraian..
see the similiarity?? haha..
then wat is the point am i talking all these crapz. well, i find my emotion has this kind of trend as well.. i can be happy.. then downturn and when come to recession stage i will be in depression.. and then oni i will recover.. trace back my old post in this blog, i found myself kinda energetic before this,i can find lots of way to motivate myself.. and i do find it is useful in my study.. i m no longer that stressful.. but now.. my motivation is going down.. im now feel so tired and im so stress cos of many undone homework.. how how how ?? haih.. wish i faster recover...
it is even the same in my relationship.. i just realise this no long ago.. when i 1st accept u , i will be very sticky to u ( which is commonly headache to most of the guy.) i will like to know everything about u at that stage.. but then it slowly face contraction, and i will feel like leaving him.. after that, i will break up (recession stage).. when i slowly recover, there are two possibilities, either i found a new one instead of u, or i will go back to u.. haha. funny isnt it??
and now.. which stage am i ??
last night we din chat much, u are free, im free as well.. but nothing more is spark between us.
what does this indicate? sigh.. i don dare to think of it..
i know u are still care and im touch with the fact that u oni wan me in ur entire life.
and i think that is enough.. it is enough to be the reason i love u .

2 comments:

Felix said...

Why u can write such an EMOTINAL piece in ENGLISH!!!!!
Haiyo! i really salute u la!
ur writing in english is damn good lo~
Heng!!!!
When comes to emo-expressive writing, i only can blog in mandarin...haiz...
Finish reading this post...
Only have a feeling:
Awwwwwwwww...so romantic la!!!!
*blushes*

Yah Yah said...

Muahaha.. my english not good larr.. but that time got feeling ma. so can write slightly better in expressing myself.. nyiahaha..
i wanted to be a writer before de le...