i m bored. that y im here.

Well, those who are studying SAM right now,
will know how stress is it..
as there will be a lot of common tests and assignments coming..
then will be followed by a big disaster--MID-TERM EXAM.
so i should be studying right now. haha.evrytime aso say this, soooo boring for myself...
but then i feel like giving myself a chance to rest and relax!!!!
so my speed actually goes very slow.
and i took a very very long nap at the afternoon!!
when i wake up, i felt so much satisfied!! yeah.!!
although much of my time is wasted. hehe..
actually im tempted to go out to have a walk and buy some stuff for myself.
however, im now facing financial crisis~!!
my money just seemed to have its own leg and can walk out from my purse by itself..
sob sob..
and im glad to say that i spend zero for today.! hahaa..
i ate maggi for twice.. (ugh,wanna vomit for the maaggi taste edi..)
actually wan try not to eat, but beh tahan, my stomach is screaming loudly for food!! haha..
if not, i wont having the size like me for today..
nyiahahaaa.
i dono what should i do right now.. revision?! sien le. haha.

talk bout my friends, jus now actually saw ivy and james walked past my unit door when i was cooking my maggi. however, they seemed to act like im invisible. so well, we didnt say hi at all..
and they just walked away like tat..
what did i feel at that time.? haha.. just like the heart drop into 0 degree celcius of ice water..
whatever it is, if they meant not to be my friend, i should care so much aso right.
i still have others friends, beside J8..
right ? right?
baby say that i actually care of them so much, if not i wont even be sad for them.
well, i admitted it. but then who can see my sadness and who can feel my sincerity in making friend with them? so their blindness actually obselete the sincerity. LOL
Some other friend told me, maybe they are not think me as their friend at the very first place, therefore, after all these incidents, they are not sad at all. oh yea, i accept this fact also..
im just being dumb and fool for all the time.. haha..
but i wil still keep my sincerity.. it is their loss for not appreciating me.
im going to use it to benefit those who is really appreciate me. hehe..
or another reason is that maybe we cant be friend becos our interest is not the same.
so.. what i can say overall is just NVM.
today im not so depressed edi le!!! except the moment i woke up from my bed in this early morning. hehe..