a post before i sleep.

tonight, i feel like a bit emo-ing.
well, i couldnt know why..
perhaps, it is my PMS.. adding up with the sad song played in my comp..
therefore, im a bit emo right now..don feel like doin anything. i wish someone could be here for me to hug.
i need some security right now, to fill in the emptiness in my heart.
are u still the one? are u..? i wish u are still..
i hope u do.
i need some warmth from your body right now, to melt the ice in my heart..
the one i want the most is you. i wish you could whisper beside my ears again,
tell me once again, you love me, and it will only be me for your entire life.
it seemed to be impossible for us to have future, but then i believe, we will if we want.
we chatted, you told me something that is not a good news for me.
well, i accept the fact. there does some chemical changes in our relationship.
however, no one know this is good or bad. and better we don label it as good or bad as it wont brings about disappointment.
even i myself aso confused right now..
what is my feeling to u.. no point to figure it out as we will never know the answer until the right time has come.
i read back my old posts.. those extreme feelings, im glad to say that i have get rid of them..
however, what do all this indicate? a big question mark left there..
the computer is playing a same song right now. and i helplessly fall for that song,
i just feel that song suit my feeling so much right now..
a lot of homework left behind, but i just unmotivated to finish them..
that y im lingering here.. hopefully thru here i vcan find a pathway to release my emotions,
and so i will get better..
feel like sleeping, but sleep again?!!
sleeping has take up most of my time in one day. my god..
i cant let this happen~~
baby, miss u much.
wish u have a sweet dream.
one more day left to your birthday.