Again?!

DAMN SIENS..
besides assignment, it is still assignment..
assignment.. and asssignmenttt.. again and again...
Better Kill me off..
i have no other conclusion..

HI guys, welcome to my new profile..
em just trying out something new.
it is not perfect yet i know.
but this is so far, the best i can do.. haha
im not good in HTML k..
no one teach me. sobssss...
because of my new layouts, i think u need to post ur comment on my cbox d..
so sad right!! yaya. i know.
im sorry bout that..
im trying to figure way out.
it is just a new start, not the end...haha
probably i will just switch to the old one after all.
LOL
just waste of time. damn..

emo

im feeling abit emo tonight.
maybe because im stuck in my court report.
i dono how to continue.
i have no idea at all.
maybe it is time to sleep, so my brain reluctant to work for me.
but gosh, i have been wasting my precious time most of the time,
it is the cost for me to pay for wastage of time perhaps..
sobs.. im so sad.
sleep? or not sleep??

random

It is sunday..
everywhere is closing because today,
is another public holiday again.
i slept till 12pm, great huh.
after that, having my usual life..
trying to make use of my time, obviously it works inefficiently.
rolling on the bed most of the time, very very reluctant to do work.
the weather is sucks! ooopss, actually today is sunny day.
maybe i shouldnt blame the sky instead. hahaa.. stupid me.
i must get the work done!!!!
so jealous those friends who are so relaxing now..
i want also.. .... ...
NO friend come and visit me le.. so sadddddddd...

trip to DFO

I took zeying advise, so i went out from my home..

to go out for a breath and also relaxing!! hehe.

i went to DFO located at moorabin, which strongly recommended by fara and adidah..

hmm, obviously it is larger than the one at spencer street,

however, i think spencer street still have the feeling of shopping rather than the one at moorabin..

yet, it actually have more store available, u can shop until u crazy!! hahaha..

the only imperfections is the location is too far away, i need to travel for about 1.5 hours just to reach there.. can u imagine?!!??

today is weekend somemore, so i need to catch the schedule tight.. and then the palce is kinda surburb, one hour oni have one bus... so... it is actually very tiring journey..

but but but...

a good news is that i got some yield from my hours travel and hours of walking.!! haha..

i bought a women's coat from rivers and also a long pants from esprit..

cost me 68 dollarrr.... ok la.. consider reasonable.. i can never get an esprit in malaysia though.. hahaha..

trying to act like an eskimo after put on the coat.. Muahaha.. the fur really... hmm.. dono how to describe.. LOL..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

first day of holiday part 2

well, i slept for the whole afternoon. wtf!!!
the weather is so good to sleep.. but make me feel guilty for not making use of the time wisely...
i fall asleep while i was reading contract law book halfway..
and know what? i had a nightmare!!! damn..
i dreamt bout i failed my contract and the lecturer don even let me resit the test..
sobsss. damn scary man!!!! never ever sleep with contract book again~!!!! hahaha...
i face a health problem recently.. my teeth gum keep bleeding.. it seems to become very sensitive d!!! worry bout my health la..
then when i was checking my teeth in front the mirror, i find out a shocking fact!!!
the wisdom tooth of mine had grown.. not completed but just part of it.. i guess 1/4 only.. hahaha!!!! so shocking when i saw something white white there...
lum teased on me, say me finally got brain d.. hmm is this true har? LOL. but my brain so small????? lol...



sometimes, my thought tend to disturb my mind..
i felt people tend to be very forgetful..
maybe this is the good thing..
because they don really remmber the sad thing happened after a lapse of time.
or this is the natural way of human to protect their fragile heart??
so after a very hurtful procedure, they eventually heal themselves up..
then go after a new and exciting life..
but people will fan jian again.. know what is that?
while they are enjoying new life, they will think back of those past thing who might influence their present life and ruin everything..
then only they will start to appreciate..
sobs..

first day of holiday part 1

it is first day of holiday,
wake up at 10.oo am because of the noise outside,
used to it to become my everyday alarm..
wht to do? i can never eliminate the noise, so just let it be my alarm,
make full use of them isnt it? hehe.
well, wake up in the mist..
because i dono what to do for today.
end up,im blogging right here...





*******to be continue********

justice exist?

Today, while i was about to browse the net,
i saw a shocking news at yahoo(my home page),
a news entitled "Malysian Policemen to hang for murder"
well, this is about Altantuya case, it is really surprise me about the decision made by the malaysia judiciary system. I wont say much here, because i m not a politician.. i just feel a bit trembled, towards the malaysia..
a phrase quoted from the news, "the country has lost credibility in the world" because of the judgment made towards the acquital of Abdul Razak Baginda.. sobs..
i felt a little shameful towards my country..
Residing at Australia, make me missed my home, the root place i grew up for 19 years old..
i know my blood is born to be malaysian.
but why they cant improve their legal system?? why must it fill with all the bias-ness and unjustice??! We cant judge justice because im not either the right-minded person, but please la, don make it so obvious to the whole world that u are one-sided...
fed up with the current system, and it seems to be worsen in few years later, i cant imagine what will happen, the only good thing is they sponsor me, but other than that, nthing else i guess.. even they sponsor student study overseas, there is also agenda behind, not for the sole purpose of educating..

intimidation

Have u ever feel intimidated when u are inside a small group??
i felt it when i was at my contract tutorial yesterday, well it wasn't that bad..
i felt so because i din do any preparation and i go for it, claps for me because of my courage.
of cos i think i get a zero for that because i din really participate..
well, nvm i still have alot of time.
but i tel myself i shall work hard right now, it is time for me to catch up instead of slacking over there. but i seriously damn hate melbourne la..
the weather here is freaking emotional, u know what do i mean? it becomes cold and hot suddenly without your knowledge, and u know what do best in the cold weather?
zzzzZZZZ.. sleeping! yeah, that why i sleep alot..
As compared to my pre-u life at taylors, although i sleep a lot that time, i think now i sleep even more, im so amazed with my own sleeping ability.. wtf! but i really feel the difficulty and reluctance in waking up when the alarm rang.. i cant imagine how am i going to be during winter.
today i skipped one hour lecture for my contract law A, well, it is not a bad thing because i know even i continue to sit inside the lecture hall, i wont be able to gain anything, so it actually makes no differences, anyhow, i still feel guilty so i compensate it by borrowing some contract reference books from library.. hehe, what a clever move ya to excuse myself from escaping the lecture, but i seriously think sometimes it is better for me to read the material rather than listening to the lecturer, perhaps, im not good in listening that why i say so, of cos my reading is aso sucks..
i suppose to finish my marketing tutorial exercise today so that i could prepare for my criminal law tutorial tommorrow.. really don dare to walk into the tutorial room without any preparation!! damn scary man~!! it is so much differences between a cosmos student with a law student!! don mean to say their brain capacity/capability, i mean law student really love to talk, or give opinion in other words, so in order to gain your participations mark, u need to snatch your chance!! no one will ever give you chance to talk if u shy shy there... fuck!
i feel so sleepy.. again?!!!!!!!
but i have to stay awake, so that i can finish my undone assignment..
i started to regret..
regret of having honey moon for the first few weeks...
now so many things cramp together... am i going to finish it???

it is the end of week 5 since the beginning of my semester,
nex week will be the beginning of easter holiday again..
time ticked faster than what do i expext seriously..
i just seemed to be started settling down, it is already mid-semester..
i think im too slow enough to be flexible and adapt the life here..
nothing much interesting happen lately..
the life still go on.. dull and boring..
why others seem to be so much happening stuff and interesting.. while mine look so different???
they are making useful of their uni life, they are creating such a golden opportunity for themselve to enjoy life, while i am actually wasting my life here ( i do feel in that way)
i suppose to enjoy my life, i wanted to! but how..
i want to make it colourful, i want to make it unique and become the most memorable part of my life!!
like coming easter holiday, besides doing my court report, i have no idea where to go.. of cos another reason is because i m stingy lor. hahaa.. vacation needs alot of money man.. maybe i should work.. to earn money then only go for holiday.. yeah yeah