I m regretting taking up CORPORATION LAW this sem.
wtf!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why is it so damn hard...
should just do it next year.....
Corporation Act, I hate you so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
pray hard to get a pass.....
Tuesday, April 27
Monday, April 26
无聊透顶
头好痛！
整个早上，都觉得闷闷不乐，不知道为什么
只是觉得心里头有什么东西没被发泄出来
明明眼前的功课堆积如山，也知道自己应该发奋，不应该找借口，
但是整天就是三魂不见了七魄，做什么也提不起劲儿，
感觉好颓废，同时也好无助，开心不起来，
这样的生活好没意思...
想找个人讲，却不知道该怎么表达，仿佛来来去去都是我好显，
找不到语言来表达自己，只能一个人受！
我变哑了...
真的有想死了，一了百了...
话未说完，就会有人笑我傻，但是生活仿佛真的失去了意义
可惜，我还没有那份勇气~
整个早上，都觉得闷闷不乐，不知道为什么
只是觉得心里头有什么东西没被发泄出来
明明眼前的功课堆积如山，也知道自己应该发奋，不应该找借口，
但是整天就是三魂不见了七魄，做什么也提不起劲儿，
感觉好颓废，同时也好无助，开心不起来，
这样的生活好没意思...
想找个人讲，却不知道该怎么表达，仿佛来来去去都是我好显，
找不到语言来表达自己，只能一个人受！
我变哑了...
真的有想死了，一了百了...
话未说完，就会有人笑我傻，但是生活仿佛真的失去了意义
可惜，我还没有那份勇气~
Sunday, April 25
self doubt
Went to MASCA annual debate yesterday
just want to give some moral support to my dearest housemate, sri as well as Julie.
Their argument was really good...it really provokes my emotion and wanna stand up and clap for them. GOOD JOB everyone!!!
kinda convinved that they are going to win one, too bad the result is totally unexpected!!!! personally feeling disappointed. so much of disappointment. because they really did a good job.
ahhh.. it is always unfair in this world.
On the way back home, the issue just cant get erase from my mind. well it doesnt matter here. im not going to make any additional point about that. Lol.
however, another thing that come into my mind yesterday is about myself. wholly bout myself.
keep wandering what could i actually do and where is my potential? look at my friends, they are fighting for their own dream now. they know what they want in their life and they are directing to it now.
But look at me, everyday feeels the same. i don have any improvement. what do i want in my life? i felt so pathetic with myself. even im looking for my own strength i couldnt find one. if i need to introduce myself and talk about my strength, i cant even find one. man, this is not even talking about my weakneses! it is nothing to be ashamed, but why am i find it so hard to talk about. some people good at analytical thinking, some people good at desribing, some people good at acting, some people good with people, so many kinds of people exist in this world, why am i not part of them. where do i stand? when people look at me at first sight, without knowing me in person, what kind of image do i potray?
I find studying law is difficult.why?? ok.. probably law is really hard. but some people can just take it easy and face it positively. they are so passionate with the subject and get fascinated each time they learnt about new law principle. Well, i admit reading case law is fun sometimes, it is kinda cool when you go through it in your pleisure time. but...most of the time i just find it frustrating and i just feel like giving up. at that time, the question of whether im suitable for law just popped out. im not either good in being analytical. i dont distinguish the word negligent and reckless that much. for me, they basically mean the same thing. why so susah susah go and differentiate and bring trouble? haha. :p
well, if i really not suitable with law, then what will be i doing then given i have the time machine and able to reverse the time? probably accounting? but do i have the passion with accounting? would i be saying give up too when i really take up accounting? science used to be a no-no for me that never come across my mind. but how if im doing engineering now, what will happen? i have a strong feeling that i will be thinking the same like the situation i be with now.
conclusion, it is nothing wrong with studying law. it is my problem. i should really learn how to appreciate present and handle stress. ahhhhhhhhhh
just want to give some moral support to my dearest housemate, sri as well as Julie.
Their argument was really good...it really provokes my emotion and wanna stand up and clap for them. GOOD JOB everyone!!!
kinda convinved that they are going to win one, too bad the result is totally unexpected!!!! personally feeling disappointed. so much of disappointment. because they really did a good job.
ahhh.. it is always unfair in this world.
On the way back home, the issue just cant get erase from my mind. well it doesnt matter here. im not going to make any additional point about that. Lol.
however, another thing that come into my mind yesterday is about myself. wholly bout myself.
keep wandering what could i actually do and where is my potential? look at my friends, they are fighting for their own dream now. they know what they want in their life and they are directing to it now.
But look at me, everyday feeels the same. i don have any improvement. what do i want in my life? i felt so pathetic with myself. even im looking for my own strength i couldnt find one. if i need to introduce myself and talk about my strength, i cant even find one. man, this is not even talking about my weakneses! it is nothing to be ashamed, but why am i find it so hard to talk about. some people good at analytical thinking, some people good at desribing, some people good at acting, some people good with people, so many kinds of people exist in this world, why am i not part of them. where do i stand? when people look at me at first sight, without knowing me in person, what kind of image do i potray?
I find studying law is difficult.why?? ok.. probably law is really hard. but some people can just take it easy and face it positively. they are so passionate with the subject and get fascinated each time they learnt about new law principle. Well, i admit reading case law is fun sometimes, it is kinda cool when you go through it in your pleisure time. but...most of the time i just find it frustrating and i just feel like giving up. at that time, the question of whether im suitable for law just popped out. im not either good in being analytical. i dont distinguish the word negligent and reckless that much. for me, they basically mean the same thing. why so susah susah go and differentiate and bring trouble? haha. :p
well, if i really not suitable with law, then what will be i doing then given i have the time machine and able to reverse the time? probably accounting? but do i have the passion with accounting? would i be saying give up too when i really take up accounting? science used to be a no-no for me that never come across my mind. but how if im doing engineering now, what will happen? i have a strong feeling that i will be thinking the same like the situation i be with now.
conclusion, it is nothing wrong with studying law. it is my problem. i should really learn how to appreciate present and handle stress. ahhhhhhhhhh
Friday, April 23
it is friday!!!! =)
It is friday!!!! yeah, a day without class.
but look at the time now, it is already one in the afternoon.
What have i done? No- NOTHING at all!!! i have a corporation law assignment which due in two weeks time with 0 progress at all!!!! i hate corporation LAW!!
I changed my blog template. hahaz.. instead of pure white, it is more colourful right now!!! hopefully it will eventually colour my life too. and then i will become more cheers. =)
brand new blog reflects brand new day!! yeah~
but look at the time now, it is already one in the afternoon.
What have i done? No- NOTHING at all!!! i have a corporation law assignment which due in two weeks time with 0 progress at all!!!! i hate corporation LAW!!
I changed my blog template. hahaz.. instead of pure white, it is more colourful right now!!! hopefully it will eventually colour my life too. and then i will become more cheers. =)
brand new blog reflects brand new day!! yeah~
Sunday, April 18
give me more time
so many things to do, but so little time left.
ahhh, who is going to have some mercy and donate some time for me?
despite that, i still wasting my time!
i would rather do nothing instead of looking into my law book. sigh!!!!
is this only happen to me? or everyone actually feeling the same? hahax!!
easter break has passed! the initial study plan obviously failed, because i still pek chek-ing over my left undone assignment. so many lecture online to catch up too. i skipped alot of classes, but why i still not enough time to use..where does the time go?i wonder..
Recently, there is a few times that i got really demotivated and think of just giving up on everything. Then, i just realised, thinking positively and negatively just between a fine line. change the perception abit then the hard things can be very easy or not so headache. and we have a choice whether or not to be upset or just cheers up!!! however, say is always easier, when i being overwhelmed by the negative emotion, it really needs a lot of time and energy to get myself up..and there is such a waste of time! LOL.
not updating my blog for quite some times, should i leave it being coma right here, or i should just terminate it life right now?? have been considering....
ahhh, who is going to have some mercy and donate some time for me?
despite that, i still wasting my time!
i would rather do nothing instead of looking into my law book. sigh!!!!
is this only happen to me? or everyone actually feeling the same? hahax!!
easter break has passed! the initial study plan obviously failed, because i still pek chek-ing over my left undone assignment. so many lecture online to catch up too. i skipped alot of classes, but why i still not enough time to use..where does the time go?i wonder..
Recently, there is a few times that i got really demotivated and think of just giving up on everything. Then, i just realised, thinking positively and negatively just between a fine line. change the perception abit then the hard things can be very easy or not so headache. and we have a choice whether or not to be upset or just cheers up!!! however, say is always easier, when i being overwhelmed by the negative emotion, it really needs a lot of time and energy to get myself up..and there is such a waste of time! LOL.
not updating my blog for quite some times, should i leave it being coma right here, or i should just terminate it life right now?? have been considering....
Saturday, April 3
Year 2
How long have i been abandone this site? Seem to be a long time huh?
I have been back to Australia for about one month already. Yeah, i think today would be exactly the first month i m back to Australia again.
Life doesn't change much, still walking to uni, attending lecture, go back home sleep.
Finally, i shifted out from my house, currently staying together with Lum and Sri in a small flat. Well, not a spacious accomodation i would say, however, it is enough for three of us. Simple and Sweet. =)
It is already second year for my uni life! Well, everyone remains the same except the workload become heavier and heavier. I dont seriously feel it until this moment. While im busy with house moving and spending time with my parents, the time flies in a blink of eyes! Eventually i have come to week 5 of syllabus, yet my progress of revision is still stuck at the first few weeks! The most horrific thing will be im taking up all 4 law subject from this year onwards, and the life is going to be so damn dry and stressful. Can i survive?
I have been back to Australia for about one month already. Yeah, i think today would be exactly the first month i m back to Australia again.
Life doesn't change much, still walking to uni, attending lecture, go back home sleep.
Finally, i shifted out from my house, currently staying together with Lum and Sri in a small flat. Well, not a spacious accomodation i would say, however, it is enough for three of us. Simple and Sweet. =)
It is already second year for my uni life! Well, everyone remains the same except the workload become heavier and heavier. I dont seriously feel it until this moment. While im busy with house moving and spending time with my parents, the time flies in a blink of eyes! Eventually i have come to week 5 of syllabus, yet my progress of revision is still stuck at the first few weeks! The most horrific thing will be im taking up all 4 law subject from this year onwards, and the life is going to be so damn dry and stressful. Can i survive?
Saturday, March 27
Sunday, February 28
I love everything in kk because i have you all with me!
Tonight, while i was waiting to 'bai tian kong' (some kind of hokkienese practice'),
two 38 po come and spam people facebook. haha. It was kind of fun because it is not my profile? LOL...atleast it makes me happy! Happy to have them as my friends!!! Muakss love you love you.. <3333
I happy not because of they are crazy, i happy because they truly accept me as who i am. I could be who i am when im together with them. Thanks for their wishes and blessings! the chinese new year for this year is something special because i get to be together with a lot of old friends. It is something so precious because it would be really hard to gather so many people at one time except for the special event. Some of my friends even stay only for a few days then they have to go back for study again. Sad Case!! Nevertheless, we all never miss the fun!!! Despite the short time, we enjoy every moment of it. Probably because of the tight schedule, the memories become more precious!!!
KK is such a nice place and friendly!!! I admit la, this statement is abit bias because KK is my home place. Of cos i need to promote it! haha. But i seriously in love with KK. Muaks
Today will be the last day of CNY. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR for one last time to everyone!!! Enjoy the family dinner! We shall see each other again!! hehe. =)
two 38 po come and spam people facebook. haha. It was kind of fun because it is not my profile? LOL...atleast it makes me happy! Happy to have them as my friends!!! Muakss love you love you.. <3333
I happy not because of they are crazy, i happy because they truly accept me as who i am. I could be who i am when im together with them. Thanks for their wishes and blessings! the chinese new year for this year is something special because i get to be together with a lot of old friends. It is something so precious because it would be really hard to gather so many people at one time except for the special event. Some of my friends even stay only for a few days then they have to go back for study again. Sad Case!! Nevertheless, we all never miss the fun!!! Despite the short time, we enjoy every moment of it. Probably because of the tight schedule, the memories become more precious!!!
KK is such a nice place and friendly!!! I admit la, this statement is abit bias because KK is my home place. Of cos i need to promote it! haha. But i seriously in love with KK. Muaks
Today will be the last day of CNY. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR for one last time to everyone!!! Enjoy the family dinner! We shall see each other again!! hehe. =)
Saturday, February 27
I hate packing
Hate Packing ar!!!!!
What to bring? What not to bring??
Left 3 more days, i feel soooooooo reluctant to go back to Melbourne. I am going to miss him so much. and also my friend here. But everyone is back to study and im the one with nothing to do..
But but but I have already been lazy for 3 months, want to catch back the study pace isn't something nice to hear. =(
Looking at the timetable also reminds me alot of readings and assignments and works.. arrrrgggghhhhhh
What to bring? What not to bring??
Left 3 more days, i feel soooooooo reluctant to go back to Melbourne. I am going to miss him so much. and also my friend here. But everyone is back to study and im the one with nothing to do..
But but but I have already been lazy for 3 months, want to catch back the study pace isn't something nice to hear. =(
Looking at the timetable also reminds me alot of readings and assignments and works.. arrrrgggghhhhhh
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