math phobia...

this blog seemed to be dead for a while.
so i have a little opportunity to update a while..
well, i just too busy with my recent life.
busy dealing with all the stresses!!
math DI, common tests, and my coming tutorial..
all of them can be my nightmare!!!! *dead*
i spoiled my whole DI, and the worst is my math teacher still laughing at us by implying that we are sooo stupid because we took so long time to solve such a simple question.
she showed us the method to solve the math problem in day two.
and she just used up ten minutes to solve the whole paper.
whoa, bangga nyer..
then she said something sound like this: i don understand why u all make things so complicated. see. i just need ten minutes and i can solve it. The space provided for u is more than enough. if your handwritting is small, u will just use up one third of the space provided, even if you are having large handwritting, u will aso oni use up two third of the space. But, some of you use twenty steps to finish this instead it oni need about five steps!!
look at your watch, you stil have plenty of time available, check for your day one job, and she really finished all of them and show all the working within 50 minutes, she is giving so much pressure to me. and i felt im really damn stupid. things from her mouth sound so easy. and i should be sentence to death for not getting the right answer.. *sigh*
before she ends the class, she said she marked two classes, and the mark is still ok for her. some of her JANUARY intake students did quite well for the DI. well. i will be damn shameful if i failed that paper.. my god.. who can help me. im really getting phobia with the stupid math subject edi ...
she asked us to be confident for the monday paper, as it wont be a tough paper, i really hope it is like wat she said. sigh.. math ar math.. i really don wish i do bad on this subject again.. it is damn sad man...
what so ever.. i don wanna care edi..
haih... sad sad sad..
what can i do to cure my phobia?
im now with my dad!! yeah yeah.. so happy..
miss him a lot man..
tommorow have a selection at sunway but now im staying at kepong..
dono how to go back tomorrow in the early morning.haih.....